He was my everything. We laughed and cried, we danced and sang. We were goofy, we were kids. Now he is gone and Im left to wonder what I did wrong. He says that Im his first true love, so why did he throw it all away for nothing? We were not each others first, but I always wanted him to be my last. The one that I marry and die with and share a spot in heaven with. Although he may be moving on, I will always be stuck here. Stuck in this place waiting for him to come back. Stuck in all the memories of me and him. Lost. Lost in my own thoughts. Lost wondering what to do to get him back.
I love you Nicholas Alan Zimmerman. </3